8:07 AM
Grey.
The house across the backyard is never going to be finished.

9:12 AM
I've been knocked down this morning, just a little bit. A new friend, that I really liked, has, suddenly, decided not to like me. I sensed it the other night at the JZ show; she started to act stand-offish, and then asked me to leave. I've no idea what I may have done but it doesn't really matter. I am sad about it. Nothing I can do....

3:19 PM
I'm feeling very vulnerable about being rejected by somebody that I thought would be a great friend.

I started two new paintings, a large square one with scraped paint, and a small one with thick paint knifed on. Yesterday I found a cheap book about Antoni Tapies, so it looks like his influence is already coming out. We'll see where that one goes.

7:45 PM
My stomach and sides are suddenly in a lot of pain. I can't tell what this is. I swear that my health is going to get better someday.

9:19 PM
Despite complaining about not feeling well just a short time ago, I had a surprisingly good night at the gym. Less reps and more weight tonight. So I'm feeling good now. Gotta get ready to go have dinner, and then one of the few TV shows I watch; "Dirty Jobs" with Mike Rowe, a San Franciscan I might add.