10:43 AM
It's sunny. I feel feverish. My cold or whatever it is has moved into my lungs and head.
Had a dream about getting ready to have sex with my "wife". whoever that was, who suddenly decided to tell me that she's going to have sex with some artist she read about in a magazine. So I was confused. Having more dreams like this. Had one the night before where E was going to get married but still wanted me to sleep in her bed. Weird.
I'm leaving the beautiful city to go to the horrible central valley tonight. I never felt at home there, I barely had friends....why would I want to be there when I could stay in a place where I feel welcome, have good friends. etc.? Damn I hate holidays.
When next I write I'll be in Merced.