Saturday, February 20, 2010

7:30 PM Home I am very bored and am tired of watching TV but it's all that E wants to do so basically I have to too. No money so there is no where to go sit down for a while. I am getting paranoid that my last days will be spent in this dead way. I'm not too happy about it and I can't get my time back.

Monday, February 8, 2010

10:35 PM Home My neuropathy has been hurting most of the day. I need to change my diet more. I have been eating more sugar than usual, but unfortunately it is around a lot more. Started a daily meditation today, just observing and allowing my senses to work but not judging or making associations. It's not too easy to maintain but I did notice subtle changes in colors and scents. I want to use this as a tool but not a way of life. Watching Star Trek and just putting up with my pains. As usual I was pretty annoyed at work and I'm thinking about putting in my two week notice. I really don't like it out there. It ended up raining today and I didn't have a lot to eat during the day.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

8:00 PM Home I'm not feeling well. I feel feverish and just unwell in general. I've been fighting the flu for a couple of days, plus I had a tiny bit of spoiled milk. Knowing my stomach it will probably make me at least a little sick. Went searching for Jieun today but she had already left Alamo Square. Hopefully I will get to meet her someday. Watched the Superbowl. I thought it was a good game. And the team I was rooting for won.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

10:55 AM Home An interesting article, but the reader comments are very silly.... http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-1248754/Last-member-65-000-year-old-tribe-dies-taking-worlds-earliest-languages-grave.html

Monday, February 1, 2010

10:15 PM Home Took my flyer to Kiki. Hopefully she will make copies and put them around. I think I need to make some small ones and email them to her. Had a good day at work. Did some take downs and the kids seemed to like it. Mr. Dorgon is coming to spend the night.